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Rikers Island is the centerpiece of the New York City Department of Corrections a sprawling prison city of concrete and steel with housing for than 16000 inmates Early in 1995 it was also the temporary home of legendary rapper and actor Tupac Shakur incarcerated for a crime he swore he did not commit And it was there that Angela Ardis acting on a late night wager among her friends and coworkers sent a letter along with a photo and her phone number To her utter delight and amazement Angela's phone rang a short while later Tupac Shakur was on the line Over the next several months Angela and Tupac shared a near daily exchange of letters poems and phone calls and their the relationship quickly grew into something neither of them could quite define a kinship of souls that touched each in unexpected ways Those original poems and letters many of them written after Tupac's transfer from Rikers to Dannemora State Prison are presented here along with the increasingly passionate and personal phone calls that touched on every subject imaginable Far from the media spotlight Tupac was by turns playful sensual and serious offering sharp observations on prison music and the uncertainties of life His letters to Angela reflect how he felt about being shot five times and left for dead one terrible night in New York in 1994 and his heartfelt verse encapsulates his dreams for the future a future that would be so tragically cut short just over eighteen months after their correspondence began Tupac Shakur was shot on September 7th 1996 and died a week later from his injuries His murder remains unsolved an ending as enigmatic as his life But while Tupac may be gone his words live on here giving every fan a rare glimpse inside the mind and unbroken spirit of a passionate and unpredictable musical icon Angela Ardis is an author screenwriter actress and model


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    This book is pretty much every teenage girl fantasy come true Angela Ardis was an ordinary woman who decided to write a letter to 2Pac when he was in prison The whole thing was a result of a bet Ardis had with her co workers She was prepared to lose it but then shockingly 2Pac called her back And this is how 2Pac and Ardis became pen pals 2Pac had quite some time on his hands so he could write her letters and poems to entertain himself and Ardis was having an epistolary affair with the world number 1 bad boy They were both winningWomen love celebrities and they love men in prison A celebrity in prison? It hardly gets better than this The reason women love men in prison is because men in prison are what women want men to be They won’t try to have sex with you for the simple reason that they can’t they are behind bars Men in prison can only talk and listen words is all that they have So all their concentration goes into talking and listening They will write you letters What other man will write you letters these days? Only a man in prisonTaking all that into consideration you will be hardly surprised to learn that Ardis ditched the perfectly sweet guy she was dating and got carried awayIt reminded me of my private obsession with 2Pac When I was about 13 I was quite positive we would get married one day If you think it a bit weird that a little white girl in post communist Poland was in love with 2Pac let me just tell you that the only language this little book has been translated to was Polish There was quite of a cult following of 2Pac in Poland back in the dayWhat’s interesting about 2pac’s and Ardis’ correspondence is that after the first letter Ardis sent him which consisted of a few rather uninspired lines 2Pac was relocated a few times and Ardis’ letters weren’t reaching him This however didn’t stop him from writing to her 2Pac was going deeper and deeper into the whole thing without any activity on her part This leads me to conclusion that Ardis could've been anyone 2Pac was just lonely and sad and probably quite bored This provided entertainment and opportunity to create an ideal partner who he could write toI mean their whole correspondence is soft porn intercepted with assurances about how ‘real’ their thing is There is no real substance to it no firm base to build any meaningful relationship It was just like an endless r’n’b song where they constantly repeated how much they were feeling each other It seemed to me it just provided 2Pac with an outlet for his creativity He was an artist and on that occasion he decided to play a game of seduction At some point 2Pac admits to Ardis that there is another woman in his life whom he calls Queen He then goes into some very illogical juvenile explanations of how all three of them could live happily ever after Ardis despite her slight infatuation and 2Pac’s celebrity status calls bullshit Then 2Pac complains that women always say they want honesty but when they get it they can’t handle it Of all the stupid lines this one must be my favourite Women want honesty but not just in words in actions too If you are a dick and tell me honestly about it it doesn’t make it better It doesn’t make you an honest man you’re actually still a dickAnyway beware of men who call you Queen That’s usually a sign of something fishy going on I was dating this guy once who was calling me a princess and telling me I was his only Princess And guess what I WAS his only Princess Because the other two were called respectively Queen and Wifey‘Inside a Thug’s Heart’ was quite a short book If I don’t stop writing this review soon it will probably be just as long as the book Ardis tried to stretch it out by including her reveries that featured 2pac their imaginary conversations and loves scenes Ah I remember I used to have loads of those with Ginuwine when I was 16 And you know how the whole thing ended? She went to visit him in prison they kissed and then he never called her or written her again Men eh?Sometime later he got shot so girlfriend could at least cash in on the whole thingAs a matter of fact this gives me an idea Do you know of any celebrities that are currently in prison? Didn’t Wesley Snipes get busted for tax evasion or something?